This is very difficult for me to write, but James and I broke up. There was never a day that passed that I didn't think we would be together forever, so as you can imagine this is quite painful and shocking for me. Even though we've been together for three years we've known each other since we were seventeen, so It feels like a death in some ways and I am going to need to mourn this loss. I wanted to share this with you for a few reasons. I started this blog after we had been dating four months so Sweet Thing has never known a life without James. Our adventures and travels have often been documented here and he also contributed mixes regularly. Another reason I wanted to share this is because it's real life. It's easy to imagine how amazing other people's lives are while looking through the rose colored glasses of a blog. Blogs are positive, happy places and Sweet Thing has certainly been that for me. I have no intention of making this blog into a big sob-fest, but I think it's important to let you know that my life is not perfect. Nor is anyone else's for that matter. I will get through this, but it will take time. Sadly time is the only thing that heals. I am feeling scared for the changes about to take place. I will be moving out of the house I've lived in for seven years, so that alone is overwhelming. I am also feeling excited about what the future holds. I have to believe that something good will come of this.